MISSED CONNECTION: First encounter: we talked, but mostly as friends
Second encounter(1year later): you were admiring and paying so much attention to me,
which of course made me think you liked me(I could have been wrong)...
This time around you were drunk so I was not sure if you meant it.
Third encounter: I was rushing for class and I saw you, but I couldn't say hi
* this time I started having feeling for you, but I felt I was not good enough**
encounter (almost one year later): I really wanted to see you and
finally I did. I saw you in the bus sitting, i was behind you. I wanted
to say hi but my body wouldn't let me. Instead my body was stiff and I
just felt awkward and did know what to do after all those months.... At
the end I couldn't say bye, and just wanted to hide so you wouldn't see
*** I am a very social person, but when it comes to someone I
like I can't seem to be who I am. I become extremely shy around them
and awkward. The biggest reason is aIso I am afraid of rejections, so if
I like someone I will just keep it to myself until they are taken**
NEED ADVICE :(